TORMENT

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I think i'm losing my mind!!!

ALL-TIME TOP CONTENDER: MUHAMMAD BIN HAMDAN

It's a bird!!!

No, it's a plane!!!

NO!! It's Muhammad Bin Hamdan coming in from the sky!!!

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Yes, it is definitely my comeback after a few events, -avoidable, but where's the fun in that?-...

A few things happened over the past few months... and... well... I just don't feel like sharing them okay?...

One thing for certain, GRADUATION is coming up pretty soon. 

That's right, I'm leaving school as soon as the SPM's end. Believe me, I feel just great. Just a few more months and I'll be playing all the tennis I want... and not even caring of the SPM results...
Sooner or later, I'll be competing with the best of the best. For every time I face an opponent, I'll always be giving my very best...

WATCH OUT WORLD!!!! This guy is gonna be the BESTest of the best of the best!!!

TEACHER'S DAY and MOTHER'S DAY

It's a drag!!! The drama crew were gathered together again!!! This time it's for a show for Teacher's Day...

And arrrgh!!! The times I have to spend with these pain-in-the-necks are terrible...

It just been like 1 month since this very crew won the Drama Festival, AND NOW THEY'VE FORGOTTEN THEIR LINES!!! Not to mention the fact that they keep on pissing me off every now and then... God knows how much I hated these guys... But I did it for the teachers... LOVE YOU TEACHERS

So let there be practice:

Practice...

practice...

and yet these guys seem to have lost their interest in acting...

man, I wonder why on Earth am I still with these guys...

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MOTHER'S Day came up and I had no idea of what to give for my mum. After a long thought, maybe I can give her my Disciplinary Icon prize. After all, my mum was the one who disciplined me since I was a kid...

I wrapped the prize up and gave it to her...

But I don't really think she appreciated it... She never told used it, not even put it on display.

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The drama went really bad...

The crew thought more of hanging around rather than practice...

The show went bad...

I mean, the drama was supposed to be full of suspense and romance........... 

But all was doomed thanks to the crew...

I felt like I don't ever want to show up in school again as the humiliation was just horrible...

DISCIPLINARY MONTH

DISCIPLINARY MONTH @ SMKAKA..

To the horror of my schoolmates, the Disciplinary Unit on SMKAKA launched this program. By means of disciplinary, all the school rules and regulations are enforced... causing many to lose their beloved items, i.e. cell phones, jeans, their HAIR... etc...

I, as a hostel prefect have been taught to obey the school rules. But still I face problems on keeping myself away from the fact the "rules are meant to be broken". Being patient for a month seems like impossible at first, but I got to get the hang of being like a "robot" after a few curses at the rule book.

Days past, then weeks, every now and then a kid try to prove himself to be a tough guy at school, but failed...

a thought came to me a few times that I should summon the throne of The School's Naughty Brat... It occurred to me because I am one of the most popular kid in school. Being one of the teachers' pet will get me out of almost any trouble I get myself into... But I somehow managed to stop myself from menacing in school. 

And I made a break for it in the last week of the disciplinary month after straining myself just to be an "angel". A trip to the National Park in Pahang did the job well. I returned with a surprise as I was awarded The Disciplinary Icon of SMKAKA. Hahaha. I'm really taken aback at first, but after being "congratulated' by my fellow classmates, I AM DISCIPLINED!!!

STATE-LEVEL TENNIS TOURNAMENT

After a tough battle in the regional tournament, which I lost in the semis, (what? it was a tough fight...)

I got selected for the state levels...

Training was hard...

I did my very best to match the state number 1 player, M. N. Aqram... But I always ended up second best..

Until the tournament started, I had my hopes high to get into at least the semis... 

The first round match put me in the most devastating match ever...

THREE HOURS of non-stop rallies, and I ended up losing to a beginner. Shameful...

the doubles event only got me through to the quarter-finals...

ahh... the tears I wanted to shed...

But looking in the bright side, Dungun won  the overall tournament...

Drama Festival - Malay Legends

A whole month of practice, and now it all comes down to this day... March 31st 2010. The drama crew arrived at the Dungun UITM at around 0730 hours. We were the first crew to get there... So we got our seats and then got up on stage to revise our play.  Not long after, other participating schools arrived.

1. Sekolah Menengah Kebangsaan Sultan Omar.
2. Sekolah Menengah Sains Dungun.
3. Sekolah Menengah Kebangsaan Tengku Intan Zaharah.
4. Sekolah Menengah Teknik Dungun.

And soon the show began. Each school sent 1 person to draw a vote to determine which play will go first... So I went as my crew's brave hero and drew out the third order... Back when I was in South Africa, the kids usually said:
Zero The Hero,
First The Worst,
Second The Best,
And Third The  Golden Bird...

Ha! I Got a feeling that things are about to get awesome over here...

So the plays went in this following order:

1. SMKTIZ- The Legend of Hang Tuah.
2. SMTD- The Legend of Merong Mahawangsa.
3. SMK(A)K- The Legend of Mahsuri.
4. SMKSO- The Legend of Puteri Gunung Ledang.
5. SMSD- The Legend of Si Tanggang.

Well, I was really concerned of SMSD, SMKTIZ and SMTD... These three schools have been my school's rivals since like, ever! But never fear! We had a plan...

 We brought along a massive number of supporters. These guys fill up to one quarter of the hall.

But as our turn draw nearer... I started getting flashbacks... All the times at training...

The tree where mahsuri was killed...

The night we stayed up until 0300 hours...
These guys really pissed me off that time...

Our times at the rehearsal...

And it all comes down to this moment...
MAHSURI

The Intro... Mahsuri is the one in front,  that one at the back is Woman 1- no specific name for her.

Deramang and Mahsuri, one of the best scenes I planned as an experienced (just a bit, but more than the others...) performer. This scene got a great applause from the audience... here, Deramang was trying to comfort the lonely in gorgeous Mahsuri.

Woman 1 and Woman 2 (left and centre) talking Mahura (supposed to be my wife in this story...) into accusing Mahsuri of committing adultery with Deramang...

All went well throughout our performance until the part where Mahsuri gets stabbed- NO BLOOD!!! The plastic bag containing "blood" didn't burst!!
but the show must go on...
Just let it be ...

After every competing schools have done their performance, the judges decided...

"Ladies and gentlemen, we now announce the results of the judges..."

WHOA!!! WE WON!!!
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As my crew was announced the champions... The co-director (Fatin Syahirah) and I went up on stage to receive the trophy... Little did I know that there were cameramen recording us for the national news... (I just found out about when my teacher told me that I got in the news...= I WAS ON TV!!)
It was so awesome...
Always... I'll remember this day....

Mahsuri and Mat Deris...

HOLIDAYS!!!!!!!!! FREEDOM!!!! - just for two weeks though..."-_-

And so begins the holidays of June. Ahh... The pleasure of free time... DOOMED!!!!

HOMEWORK INVASION ALERT!!!!

BAHASA- I have to copy some 15 pages of essays!

ENGLISH- Well, just some "paperwork" (handouts)
ARABIC- I have to finish a WHOLE EXERCISE BOOK!!!

HISTORY- Notes on Chapter 7!, well, and some more handouts - a

QURAANICS- More handouts.t least I'm done with them.

MATHS- Handouts.

CHEMISTRY- More handouts.

BIOLOGY- More handouts.

PHYSICS- I have to finish 3 EXPERIMENT REPORTS... THREE!!!

SYARIAH- Let's see, papers, yeah, more handouts.

ADDITIONAL MATHEMATICS- A PROJECT!!!!

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Well, what the heck, I'll just have to suck it up and get them done...

there's so much for me to share...

STAY TUNED FOR THESE UPCOMING TOPICS AT THIS BLOG:

1. THE DRAMA COMPETITION...

2. THE STATE LEVEL TENNIS TOURNAMENT...

3. THE DISCIPINARY MONTH...

4. TEACHER'S DAY...

5. MOTHER'S DAY...

6. EXAMS...

7. A TRIP TO THE NATIONAL PARK...

8. THE PROPHET'S BIRTHDAY

Pranksters' work!!

I saw this advertisement in my friend's facebook profile... I really thought that it was something important, but it turns out to be just a joke.. check it out!!! I put it as... creative? why not?

Just Carry On

LIFE & PEOPLE

People we know, like friends, come and go...

some become so important, and some get forgotten.

Some even betray, and cause a terrible pain deep inside you...

and when that happens,

that's when you know where you stand.

It's what happens then... what you do with wasted relations...

I have always been thinking of revenge... but I choose not to...

you know, when people take you down, just move along... and keep that wi of yours strong. 

I promise you one day it's through.

As long as you are still live, appreciate life; because if you don't, there are only two endings that may come to you: either you TAP, or you SNAP...

so carry on, okay...

I'll be with you, dont you cry...

Just let it go...

Snap. I missed it... turns out that it's not the evil character that stabs Mahsuri... It was one of his henchmen.

So it all over... but hey, I still get to 'kill' her boyfriend...

And I think I'm on the right track to be the best actor too. I can see myself, it won't be long before it turns out a reality, me, right in the center of the stage, as the judges announce..."...and the award for the best actor goes to... Muhammad Bin Hamdan!!!..." All the cheers from my friends, and me in the spotlight... haha! I'd really like that to happen.

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And as for that day... it'll symbolize a new achievement. For me, leaving what's left of my past relationship with my ex locked in the most hidden part of my memory.

It was a nice thing, really, being in love...

But sometimes, love just don't have a happy ending...

Believe me, after being dumped, I know...

So it's not a good idea to go for revenge, because that's what I had in mind...

but just because of that,

I ALMOST TURNED INTO A MONSTER.

A Start of Something New

Boo-yah!

I'm now one of the school actors for a school drama.

THE LEGEND OF MAHSURI

 I hope that I can be the evil character, Mahsuri's father in law. hahaha... (evil laugh)...

Mahsuri is said to be the most beautiful woman in Langkawi. So I suggested my ex to Teacher Noorhayati to be Mahsuri... I might try being Mahsuri's husband, just to get together with her again and spend some time with her again, but, tha evil character gets to 'kill' Mahsuri. so... I leave the rest to your imagination... MUAHAHAHA!!! (another evil laugh...)

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Well, the sports day is starting, I'll be running for my team and I am most certainly hoping to win this year.  After all, when you stop running, you stop the fun.

The school's out for a few days after the sports celebration, so I guess I'll just head on home and start practising to be the evil character, and finally, stab Mahsuri...

MUAHAHAHAHAHAHA!!!!!!!!!! (very evil laugh...)

Sports Day Coming Up!!

Right now everyone is training their butts off to go for the win in our coming sports day celebration. 

I guess it'd probably cause a MASSIVE impact on my studies, knowing that I'd rather focus on sports than on studying. The Blue Team, Khalid, is sending me to compete in quite a lot of races.

4x400m,

400m,

1500m,

800m.

And I have a feeling that that's just some of it... I'm sure it's going to be a BLAST!!!

This is just how I imagine the trophy would be...

Even talking of it makes me all psyched up. But then, I'm going to miss some tennis actions for the week.

Oh well, I guess only losers step aside from sacrificing the things they love the most...

As far as I know it, Khalid members NEVER BACK DOWN!!!

We'll see how the event turns out soon. I have to be ready to be the Team mascot too.

Chinese New Year

 

It's that time of year again when I have holidays on the days of celebration that even I'm not sure of which day it is held on. Chinese New Year...

But knowing that I am not a chinese, I'll just share the fun of the holidays by blogging... hehehe...\

So as my journey goes on this year, I met a new friend, Alexander J. Kenyon. An ETA from America, a really nice guy. I haven't any photos of him right now, but who cares...

And now I'm the vice-captain of the hostel prefect's body, t'was qutie surprising to be selected, really... I'm also selected to be the head of the school mosque, the Taekwondo Club President, the Arts and Photography Club President, Tennis Club President, and class monitor. Duhh.

I'm playing tennis harder than ever now... I just have to get to the top a lot sooner than other players now... And I play a lot of drive shots now. I really need to improve my offensive gameplay.

The first exam for the year has passed. Tricky questions were everywhere. I don't really care actually, but I'm a dead man if my parents find out that I get low grades... So anyway, I just let myself enjoy my time here; while I can...